Thursday, June 12, 2025

House Rent or Heart Rent? Playing the Name Game | By Roselyn A. St. Claire


"House Rent?" — When Your Name Says More Than Their Words Ever Did


The air in his apartment hummed with something warm. Familiar. We didn’t see each other every day, but the rhythm between us was steady, like low music in the background of a busy life.

That night felt no different at first. I told him I was going to hop in the shower, tossed a playful grin over my shoulder, and left him stretched out on the couch with the TV remote in hand.

Steam curled around me in the bathroom, and I lost track of time. But outside, something shifted. My phone buzzed — twice — and curiosity got the best of him.

The first call? “IslandCellular.” Odd, maybe.
The second? “IslandPowerCompany.”

He blinked. Raised an eyebrow. Something didn’t feel right.

And then he did the thing. That little test we all think about but try to justify: he called me from his phone. Just to see what his name popped up as.

He never expected what came next.


By the time I swung open the bathroom door, dripping and grinning — “Surprise!” — his face was already tight with something colder than confusion.

“Surprise, huh?” he said, his voice flat. “Yeah. That’s one word for it.”
He nodded toward my phone, jaw clenched.
“‘House Rent’? That’s what you’ve got me saved as?”

The words hung in the air like a slap.


I tried to play it off. Shrugged, gave a half-laugh, pulled on one of his jerseys — ironically, one from the team his Lakers were playing that night. It didn’t help.

He watched me, eyes unreadable. I tried to reclaim the mood with a flash of skin, a tease, a little leg across his lap. But nothing softened.

He sat back, arms crossed. Hurt, yes. But it was the disappointment that landed hardest.

“Why would you do that?” he asked.
“My coworkers look at my phone all the time,” I said, my voice quieter now. “It’s just… code. It’s not what you think.”

But he wasn’t buying it.


Still, the tension between us wasn’t just emotional — it was physical, too. Tangled. Raw.

We both knew how to push and pull each other in just the right ways.
He let me near. Let me touch. And when I reached for him — slow hands, warm lips, soft apologies layered in every movement — he didn’t stop me.

Sometimes, forgiveness doesn't come through words. It shows up in how we kiss. How we ache. How we allow closeness even when we’re wounded.


And that’s what it was — wounded intimacy.

We made love like we were still trying to figure it all out. Not quick or careless, but purposeful. He touched me like he still needed answers. I gave him my body the only way I knew how — open, honest, bare.

At one point, he pulled away, only to remind me, "Until you’ve made up your mind to be with me and me alone, there’ll be no baby-making.”
Clear. Final. And honestly… fair.


When it was over, I pulled myself together, lips still swollen from kisses, heart still pounding.

I turned to him at the door — wearing the same shorts I walked in with, and a different weight in my chest.

“I’m all yours… if you really want me,” I said.

The door closed behind me before he could answer.


Final Thoughts:
Sometimes, we say more with a contact name than a conversation. And sometimes, a night of unfiltered, soul-baring sex becomes a mirror for what’s still unsaid.

We both played our part in the confusion. But what happens next? That’s the part I’m still writing.


Have you ever been named something on someone’s phone that made you question the whole relationship?
Drop a comment below. Let’s unpack the quiet betrayals and loud regrets together.




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